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Got the call about 6:30 p.m., Erin headed to the ER with Anah who was lightheaded,having  difficulty  breathing, and accelerated heart rate. Fright enveloped me and I threw on my clothes and headed for the car. By the time I was backing out of the driveway,  got a text saying, "Don't come, she's ok." Diagnosis- panic attack with hyperventilation. Yesterday was the 1 month anniversary of Eli's death, perfect trigger. Not the first time she's had a PA, but one of the worst. Because they are one of my personal curses, I feel extra bad for the kid,  knowing how horrible it feels. On the brighter side at least I've learned some coping techniques through the years that I can pass on, but I sure wish she had not inherited my propensity for anxiety.

Their trip to the hospital coincided with the end of a fierce thunderstorm complete with lightening, thunder and as we soon found out tornadoes. Tornadoes touched down in a small town just a few miles away and destroyed at least one historical building and then blew north to another small town taking out a trailer and damaging residences. Thankfully only one injury requiring hospital care and that was an ankle. About 10 years ago in the same village a number of folks perished. Power was out in over 600 residences in the larger town about a mile away.

Odd enough to see December thunderstorms, but tornadoes? That's downright freaky.

Grateful that Anah is ok and that no one was badly hurt by the winds.

Wondering WTF is going on with the weather and hoping it's just a cycle and not a foreshadowing of worse to come.


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Dec. 5th, 2017 01:47 pm (UTC)
Sending Anah some special healing energy<3 She is so young to be going through something like this. Glad she has you, someone who understands, to help her navigate this storm.
Dec. 5th, 2017 03:03 pm (UTC)
Thanks sweetie.
Dec. 5th, 2017 03:04 pm (UTC)
Dec. 5th, 2017 03:25 pm (UTC)
Seeing something like that in the near distance would totally freak me out. I can't even imagine ...
Dec. 5th, 2017 03:33 pm (UTC)
Its scary, but I've lived in this area my whole life so somewhat innured to it. Wish i had a business.
Dec. 5th, 2017 04:36 pm (UTC)
Sparky was just commenting to me that she had a thunderstorm there last night. *hugs*
Dec. 6th, 2017 02:55 am (UTC)
SOOO glad that everyone is OK. When I read the first couple of sentences, the first thought that came to mind was that Anah's symptoms were asthma-related and I immediately flashed back to those awful 3 AM car rides across town, with Little Jay wheezing away in the back seat, on our way to the pediatric emergency department.

Of course what you and Anah are dealing with is quite difficult enough and I'm very glad for her that she has you and her mom to help her through this. And you and I have had occasion to discuss the emotional impact of these unfortunate anniversaries but, again, so good that she has you to help her understand and hopefully cope with it.

Glad also to hear that there was no loss of life in the freaky weather and hoping for you and yours that life takes a peaceful turn for, well, just about forever...
Dec. 6th, 2017 04:10 pm (UTC)
Thanks L :-)...I'd sure like to envision a peaceful life for like forever, but geez it has just never been that way. I must have some interesting karma following me around. Lol
Dec. 10th, 2017 03:43 pm (UTC)
My heart goes out for Anah, dear girl. As someone else said, I am glad she has someone who understands and can help guide her during all this. WT has my anxiety and depression... she did inherit my art skills and her Dad's musical abilities but dragged some of the bad traits in there w. them.
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