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Screaming at the Universe

I think I must be approaching the Universe incorrectly or not stating myself well since I am not getting what I want, and I AM trying.  I DO meditate, I DO breathwork, I DO yoga.  I study, I pray.

What do I want?  That is simple.  I want stability and peace of mind as without these I am quite useless to myself, other humans, or the Universe.

So, I just stood in the middle of my kitchen and screamed out my intentions, scared the dog and cat, but hey maybe I made myself more clear this time :)

OK Universe, listen UP!!

I desire long periods of stability.

I desire peace of mind.

NOW!!!!!!!

I am grateful that I am not afraid to write this down.
I am grateful that the sun just might shine today.
I am grateful for the struggle as it makes the reward so sweet.
I am grateful for the inspiration provided by my LJ friends.


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manifest_now
Dec. 19th, 2006 04:04 pm (UTC)
Good for you! Screaming is therapeutic, except for your traumatized pets.. LOL

Anyway, yeah! My question for you to ponder is,... identify those things that help you feel 'stable' and do them regularly. I know that sounds simplistic but that's usually where I get off track. Like I know, I need a certain amount of fresh air, lively music, time in nature, moderate exercise like walking, .. to feel level. And when I don't do the simple things, I get to feeling unbalanced and whiney and all "Why me?" (none of us are immune to self pity)

So, hope this helps. You rock because you are not afraid of writing it down and sharing it. I ♥ U


rosegardenfae
Dec. 19th, 2006 04:16 pm (UTC)
You are making a whole lot of sense to me. I have been "down" with a virus for about three days and haven't left the house. I think a bit of fresh air will certainly help, and to hell with the mess here in the house. I've been totally stressing on what is "not done"... due to my illness.

You are wonderful!! I am so glad I found you..

I love you too!!
kathness
Dec. 19th, 2006 04:56 pm (UTC)
Awesome. Scream it loud, woman! I just got finished Secrets fo the Millionaire Mind, and he promotes yelling intentions. Like, whenever you get money, be it change you find on the ground, a paycheck, a tax return, whatever... you yell "Thank you, thank you, thank you! I AM A MONEY MAGNET" I am eager to try that. (this doesn't really have much to do with your post, aside from the yelling, but I wanted to post it anyway)

Don't forget that your past thoughts have created today, your thoughts today create your tomorrow (or something like that). I really really like manifest_now's post about identifying those things that make you feel stable. She Rocks!
rosegardenfae
Dec. 19th, 2006 07:14 pm (UTC)
Screaming DID help me today, maybe I might read the book some day *grin*..and you bet she does rock!! and someday I'll learn how to do all those nifty insertions like you guys :)
manifest_now
Dec. 20th, 2006 02:45 am (UTC)
yeah, how did you get that santa claus thing on the manifest_now?
wicce
Dec. 27th, 2006 03:23 am (UTC)
You know, I think stability and peace of mind are the kinds of things that one can spend their whole life searching for, working towards, and striving to achieve, and never find, or achieve. Then when you stop moving, you find it was there under your feet the whole time, waiting for you to notice it.

the very act of LOOKING for peace seems to be contradictory. It's like imagining the mirror-smooth surface of a lake and trying to actually HAVE a mirror smooth surface.... all the whole time you are swimming about in the lake......

if you haven't seen the movie "Under the Tuscan Sun" then you ought to...... the line where Catherine says to Frances that when she was a little girl she was hunting and hunting and hunting for ladybugs, and was looking for them all day, and couldn't find any ladybugsm, and finally she went to sleep in the grass and when she woke up, ladybugs were crawling all over her...... it just makes sense =)

You can't find peace of mind by searching, merely by standing still perhaps?

BTW I love you.
*hugs*

Gina
rosegardenfae
Dec. 27th, 2006 08:35 pm (UTC)
I love you too Gina. You have great words of wisdom and so much healing energy. Everything you have said is so very true, and on a logical basis I know that I already have everything I seem to so desperately to be seeking. I've known this for quite a few years in this ifetime.

But on the emotional level I get all whacked out desperately trying to improve myself, and feeling guilty that I'm not quite there. Of course this become a vicious circle and I forget that I am a creator and not a victim.

On the material level I get physically ill or experience a lot of pain etc.

For the moment I am not screaming, just being and taking some time out for myself... well except for cooking and babysitting that is.. LOL

HUGS>>>


(Anonymous)
Dec. 27th, 2006 08:37 pm (UTC)
Will put Under the Tuscan Sun in my Netflix queue :)
wicce
Jan. 1st, 2007 07:18 pm (UTC)
just so long as you know I'm not claiming to have reached that kind of serenity myself either LOL

I just know that sometimes I get a glimpse of what I'm doing wrong, etc.

It's interesting the ways that reiki has changed my life. stillness is one of them, I think. =)

I am going to come visit you this year no matter how it has to happen, probably over the summer or early fall. if we plan it, we can do it =)

I can't remember if you have reiki or not =) if not, I will take care of that when I visit =)

And we will probably be doing a lot more chatting about sewing in the near future =) I have the 'bug' again.....
rosegardenfae
Jan. 1st, 2007 10:08 pm (UTC)
I just figure that you must have some experience with emotions yourself or you wouldn't know how to handle them :)

No I don't have reiki but it is something I would dearly love to have. Summer or fall it is then, I shall be expecting you.
wicce
Jan. 2nd, 2007 12:02 am (UTC)
I wonder how long of a drive it is =) how many new states I shall get to drive through that I have not already visited =)
kathness
Dec. 30th, 2006 12:58 am (UTC)
I just wanted to point out....She asked, asked asked, then she allowed and received. As Esther Hicks says in the Secret, 1st Ask, 2-the Universe answers, always, 3-Allow/Receive
I'll have to put that movie on my movie list too. :)
wicce
Jan. 1st, 2007 07:04 pm (UTC)
it's one of my favorite movies.

the rule you're talking about is basically a fairly universal theme of manifestation. essentially we need to get out of our own way in terms of letting our lives manifest. LOL

humans tend too much to peek under the lid at what is cooking and never let it alone long enough to actually brew anything up =)
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