I think I must be depressed, have no Urge to write, sleeping a lot...sad stuff going on. I've been so happy to have all my kids near but just found out that the youngest is planning to move about 500 miles away. All my old insecurities have reappeared. Yuck I don't like that. It will pass, it always does, just got to get through it. Sure gonna miss her and my granddaughter too. I've help raise her and she will take a big piece of my heart with her. Not much of my heart left. What a whiner, I gotta do something with myself and quick.