December 2nd, 2006

moon

I Love the Snow

We've got about ten inches on the ground and it is beautiful out here.  First time out of the house today and went in to the hardware store to get some more copper wire for my latest bracelet.

I am grateful that we have a four wheel drive vehicle.

I am on the last leg of my withdrawal from pharmaceutical drugs... I haven't taken an anti-depressant for nearly a month and so am working on the 5ml of valium that I still am taking.  I cut my dosage in half three days ago.  I notice a edginess to my behavior and am pretty bitchy today which could be due to the dosage drop.  It is a large cut 50 percent, but my 2 cents worth is that the addiction to the little yellow pills now lies in the realm of psychological addiction and not physical which should mean I won't get as sick as I have at other times.  

Time to get back to the bracelet, the construction of which has taken over my life LOL... 

  • Current Mood
    nervous nervous
moon

Today's Cards

This afternoon I drew these three cards from the Ancestral Path Deck.  I just threw three cards with no specific query in mind, but rather desiring a look at the vibes of the day:)
All three are Majors..  I have noted a trend in my journal that I do draw Major Arcana when reading for myself.  

I am too tired to speculate on the meaning of any of this since I went to town with the family and came home with a Christmas tree.  The tree has been decorated and it is a fine tree.  I, on the other hand, am tired and have aches and pains .  

I love this Fool card!!  I love taking risks!! 

The Moon is always around for me, but I don't see this card negatively, more like the opening of my subconscious mind and probing the mysteries of life.

I know the Magician oh so well LOL...I've been privy to some very magical energy over the past few days even :)

I'm going to think about this tomorrow.  Right now I am going to go lie down.