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BENZO FREE



Yes indeed I took my last little dose on Sunday and now I am done with the taper and moving on toward total recovery.  Thought I've read that it takes a year or more to fully regain one's health, I don't intend for it to take that long for me.  After all each of us is different physiologically and psychologically and I know how to set intentions and work with LOA and I know that my body is a wonderful machine totally capable of healing anything and everything.

Earlier this morning I got a bit upset because I couldn't find any mixing bowls at any of the stores in town.  I knew that they no doubt had some at the local walmart, but I loathe that store and the last time I was in there experienced a major meltdown.  So, I came home from town feeling low and angry with myself that I didn't feel up to visiting "the wal"..

But, after a bit of working on meself and me attitude, I discovered that I was feeling much better.  Feeling so good, in fact, that I got in my Jeep, put in a reggae tape and went to "the wal" and came back with some lovely mixing bowls for my daughter's birthday.  Amazing how this simple thing has boosted my self confidence and helped me to see that I am healing and that I will be able to do thing again.  So, it's down with self doubt and onward to healing and taking back my life.

Today I am grateful that I took a step forward.

I appreciate that my husband understood my need to reestablish my autonomy and let me go alone.

I am very happy to have let go of my dependence on drugs and can see that the future is opening up before me with bright colors.

And I'm glad that when I got lost in the damn store I found some yarn to knit some more dishcloths lolo..

Love to all,

May blessings find you today and every day!

xposted MysticMooma



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lanternlady
Dec. 2nd, 2008 08:49 pm (UTC)
well done! that is HUGE... perhaps a little reward is in order? Hmmmm a nice soak in a hot tub.... a massage... :)
rosegardenfae
Dec. 2nd, 2008 08:59 pm (UTC)
am liking the idea of soaking in the tub.. mmm yes I am!!

Thanks a bunch love!!
kayseaconklin
Dec. 2nd, 2008 09:08 pm (UTC)
I'm happy to hear you've taken that last tapering off dose! Rock on...
zenbaker
Dec. 2nd, 2008 09:38 pm (UTC)
Well done!
bells4heragain
Dec. 3rd, 2008 04:20 am (UTC)
Just wanted to say I'm really proud of you and you've got a lot of will power and perseverance! The human body is a wonderful machine and you've got quite a powerful one! Congrats on your success and wishes for more in the future!

p.s. I like your little dancing rastafari dude!
rosegardenfae
Dec. 4th, 2008 06:08 pm (UTC)
Many many thanks for you kind and uplifting comments.. your support means the world to me!!

I love you!
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