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STILL AILING

This respiratory bug I'm wrestling with is a tough one. While I have a lot of pain and mobility issues, I rarely "catch" an actual dis-ease from the family. Alas, this time I succumbed. No doubt being worn out from the kitchen remodel didn't do me any favors.  All day I felt crappy. Joe is still ailing too so we blitzed the last two seasons of Prime Suspect which took up a nice space of time. We watch a lot of British police procedural series and often one episode is an hour and a half long so I fall asleep right at the end. Today I  didn't nod out till the end of the last episode.

I am enjoying the new kitchen, all done now except for the installation of the pellet stove.

Got a little weepy about Anah moving to Ohio. I expect there will be MORE tears. I find myself being really angry at my daughter's fiancée in regards to the move. I am well aware that going there is her decision but somehow my mind wants to direct anger on this man. Not healthy, not right, and hurting no one but me. Read a great piece by Jack Korn field on forgiveness and feel drawn to explore some more of the aspects of forgiveness within Buddhism.  I think I'll begin now...

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soon_lee
Mar. 21st, 2016 06:04 am (UTC)
Hope you're better real soon.
rosegardenfae
Mar. 21st, 2016 11:05 am (UTC)

Thanks, feeling better this morning 😊

olbuksings
Mar. 21st, 2016 05:24 pm (UTC)
"Got a little weepy about Anah moving to Ohio."

Can't even tell you how sad this makes me feel for you. It's a recurring possibility/worry here, so it's all too easy to relate. And being physically depleted just makes the emotional things that much harder to bear. As one grandparent to another, I wish you peace and a strong and mutually-cherished connection with your granddaughter...
rosegardenfae
Mar. 22nd, 2016 01:01 am (UTC)

Thanks, I was coping a lot better before I got sick. How's the knee?

olbuksings
Mar. 22nd, 2016 05:37 am (UTC)
Had my post-op today, starting formal P/T Friday, and all seems well. Thanks and wishing you healing of the body and spirit...
rosegardenfae
Mar. 22nd, 2016 12:13 pm (UTC)

Good news, soon you'll be dancing 😊 and thanks for the healing vibes...



Edited at 2016-03-22 12:15 pm (UTC)
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