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No Urge to Write

I think I must be depressed, have no Urge to write, sleeping a lot...sad stuff going on. I've been so happy to have all my kids near but just found out that the youngest is planning to move about 500 miles away. All my old insecurities have reappeared. Yuck I don't like that. It will pass, it always does, just got to get through it. Sure gonna miss her and my granddaughter too. I've help raise her and she will take a big piece of my heart with her. Not much of my heart left. What a whiner, I gotta do something with myself and quick.

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earthmother45
Dec. 8th, 2015 05:21 am (UTC)
We have two daughters, and the oldest one is moving about 500 miles away, too, next summer. We are all very close and they have both always lived within a few miles of us our whole lives. I try not to think about it or dwell on it because I know how sad I will be, but I know it's coming...like a dark cloud looming in the background. I told her she had better get a place with a guest room and she said I'd better keep my spare bedroom clean. Keeping busy is my salvation. I feel your heart and hope your depression soon passes.
rosegardenfae
Dec. 8th, 2015 10:42 am (UTC)

I can't thank you enough for your reply. I've been awfully hard on myself for not handling this situation better and just knowing that I'm not alone, that it's natural perhaps to feel the way I do is comforting.

egg_shell
Dec. 8th, 2015 12:04 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry to hear your news. I think your feelings of grief are VERY natural.
rosegardenfae
Dec. 8th, 2015 12:27 pm (UTC)
Thanks...Grief.. yes that's what it is...
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